Through the years, I have never realized that I am still blessed beyond measure until today. As I look back at myself last 2007 from a happy-go-lucky type of person to a very "O.C.", self driven and passionate one. At first, before I gave birth to my son, Carlyle, I'd never thought that I can endure much courage and strength, that I can conquer all of the painful things without me noticing it. All I could say is Lord, thank you because You never left me all along.
I may not know what will happen now or as the years go by. But I do believe that will be the time that I had already build myself up. I know that every suffering will have its' end. That justice will be served since You know my struggles for so long. Now that I am a totally different person, I guess I could say that this is a start of a new beginning, a new chapter, a new adventure that me and my Son are about to face. Nevertheless, I will always be thankful to You for giving me that bumpy road to faith, that I myself would tend to laugh when I remember every bit of trials that I endured through the years.
Life was indeed hard. But through those experiences that I had, I was able to touch lives, to inspire others, and to walk the talk. At first, I didn't knew what it was that I tend to ask You why. That of all the people in this world, why is that I have to face every single bit of this heavy loads. But then you made me realize that having a journey with you will be a shaky road yet very fulfilling and would gave meaning into my life.
Now that I am in the stage of building up my career not just for me but for my little one and for my family, may you give me enough courage and strength to face my life every single day even though how painful it is. I hope in every step that I am about to take, may you guide me in doing the right decisions.
- faith can move mountains. faith can move YOU. whatever
religion you are, always believe that God EXISTS -
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